Guess what I'm doing? :) aside from blogging ofcourse. haha! :).. I'm watching gossip girl sa youtube, jamie told me about the clips, kc she said that my hair looks like blair's(blair's hair is so much better nmn), aroused by my curiousity, I checked it out. Blair's hotter than serena, that seems wrong, because as the book describes serena, she's totally beautiful. haha! Anyway. moving on ;) It's been weeks since my last blog, I really couldn't maintain a daily/ weekly blogging habbit, I developed a more like "kung-kelan-ko-gusto-magblog" attitude. Which actually makes my posts better :) (as if naman they could get better, more like lousy :P ) .. Since, I'm in the mood to blog, not just, I have to blog, but i want to write :).

A while ago, I volunteered myself for our sonnet recitation, I wanted to get the whole thing over with, I couldnt stand the suspense every english class :) aun nga, I recited sonnet 46...


SONNET 46
Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war
How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
Mine eye my heart thy picture's sight would bar,
My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie--
A closet never pierced with crystal eyes--
But the defendant doth that plea deny
And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
To 'cide this title is impanneled
A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart,
And by their verdict is determined
The clear eye's moiety and the dear heart's part:
As thus; mine eye's due is thy outward part,
And my heart's right thy inward love of heart.

Here I go again.. haha! evaluation of the effin' sonnets :))
anyway.. That sonnet is so beautiful. for me, it's even better than sonnet18. It's one of the sonnets that deals with the war between the heart and the eye, which claims to be the sole possesor of the beloved. It used the terminology of the courtroom to show the debate between those two. It's like what you see of him that what you feel for him. Though many interprets it like, the appearance of the person is.. well, unpleasing. I would rather interpret it like, for example, in the I'm-falling-in-love-with-my-friend scenario, I see him as just a friend, but I know deep in my heart that there is something else. That maybe, I'm falling for him.

Oh well, that's just an interpretation of the sonnet ok? You guys might think that I'm falling inlove with a friend :)).. Loveless ako ngayon! and it puts pimples on my face arrgh! :)) But I'm happier this way ;) I could concentrate more on my studies, my friends and my family. :)\

and oo nga pla, for those who were asking if I was ok, because of my previous post, yes.. I'm ok na :) and I'm super over that already :) infatuation isn't really good :)) thankyou guys for caring :) mwah!

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